December 2012
1 post
no title.
why must we torment ourselves like this? the forever search of the truth. the more you dig, the deeper the hole gets, the harder it is to get out.. until you’re trapped.
then you ask yourself, ‘damn why the fuck did i do that for? i was better off not knowing’.. they say ignorance is a bliss.. i want to be that ignorant fool
October 2012
1 post
FINE!
July 2012
2 posts
..
why do we cling to things that entrap us, or hang on to things that imprison us? what’s the payoff? what’s the treat that we can’t let go of? to me, the most obvious entrapment is with our _resentments_, which we know poisons our very souls. so why hang on? i believe that the payoff is PRIDE. “look what happened to me.” think of it like a wound to the hand. you can...
June 2012
1 post
i will hold on to this moment
grip it tight into a fist
and with that i will break you
i will break you
until you clearly see
look deep into my eyes
you will see what you’re missing
what you are looking for
with or without me…
March 2012
2 posts
dreams..
when will i wake from this dream called life
its a reocurring nightmare day after day
the feeling inside, what flows through every vein
is undeniable, yet we lie to ourselves
this kind of torment is dementedly addicting
and this addiction is something i can get used to
this ache inside tells me i’ve gotten used to it
realization of this came too late..
dont wake me when i dream...
...
i’m sad but i’m not empty
it’s alright cause when i’m leaving
my mind draws me a picture to keep//of//you
i’ve become a victim of your smile
of your touch, your every move
i can make it back from all those miles
and it’s alright cause when i’m spacing
the thrill of anticipation gets me through
i’ve gotta get to you
i’ve become...
February 2012
11 posts
...
’ there are times in our lives
when our hearts fear our minds
we can`t afford_to_ignore
what our hearts are beating for
cut out the truth and watch it bleed
and in the wounds is just what we need
it`s everywhere if we dare
to trust//the//fall to lead you there ‘
untitled.
..yehh, i am alone, but then again i always was as far back as i can tell, i think maybe it’s because.. ..because you were never real to begin with i just made you up to hurt myself..
some old stuff
tuesday, april 18, 2004
…it’s nearly 7:30am… i don’t even know how i ended up here but i’m here. i know i might have made mistakes in the past. i might have said some things i shouldn’t. i might have done something that wasn’t so honorable. i might have strayed a little from who i am. but i feel like that it was a process i had to go through to find out...
now you're just somebody that i used to know...
now and then i think of when we were together like when you said you felt so happy you could die told myself that you were right for me but felt so lonely in your company but that was love and it’s an ache i still remember you can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness like resignation to the end, always the end so when we found that we could not make sense well you said that we...
January 2012
4 posts
Watchthis is truely amazing!!!
December 2011
7 posts
the one that got away...
used to steal your parents’ liquor and climb to the roof talk about our future like we had a clue never planned that one day i’d be losing you in another life i would be your girl we’d keep all our promises be us against the world in another life i would make you stay so i don’t have to say you were the one that got away the one that got away
space bound...
i would’ve done anything for you to show you how much i adored you but it’s over now it’s too late to save our love just promise me you’ll think of me every time you look up in the sky and see a star ‘cause i’m a i’m a space bound rocket ship and your heart’s the moon and i’m aiming right at you right at you 250 thousand miles on a...
November 2011
8 posts
October 2011
21 posts
“In Life You Never Stop Dreaming, In Dreams You Never Stop Living..”
